sunshadows

citius, altius, fortius!

ako si corbin!

isang nilalang mula sa isang all-girls school. at ngayo'y pumapasok na sa unibersidad ng pilipinas bilang isang CHK freshie. mahilig magbasa ng mga libro lalong-lalo na ang mga sinulat nina michael connelly, james patterson, lualhati bautista at nicholas sparks. nangungulila sa paglalaro ng softball. mahal na mahal ang pag-aaral ng arnis. mahilig tumunganga, mag-isip, magmuni-muni. at mahilig sa mga outdoor activities at mga hayop lalo na ang aking bebe.

taggity tag!

desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
:)
[max ehrmann]

Friday, September 24, 2004

Im having a terrible headache right now. I just cant believe that I can still type here while my head is aching. I just happen to notice that Ive been updating my blog every friday. The day when I have nothing to do at home.

I was 'forced' to play softball under the rain during clubs. But I did an okay performance. Not too bad not too good. And I was even able to bat the ball a little far away...than usual..? -hehe. And of all the things that i could have left at home...I left my softball mitt! The most important equipment I need. And I just left it at home! Well there's this good thing about leaving my mitt behind, my dry mitt! Unlike others that may become a potential substrate for fungi! *grins*

Okay let's get a little serious. Am I really destined to be alone? There are certain times that Im really alone. What did I do to deserve this kind of treatment? Way before, I was still acknowledged and noticed. But why am I feeling left out, feeling so alone right now...I mean at present. But I might as well get used to it huh? If they dont want to around me...then Ill let it be. But why are they acting so...so unnatural. Plastic is not the right word for it...but still they are a little plastic. I just don't like the way they act. So unlike them. Its as if they're wanting attention...in tagalog...mga KSP. At first they may seem funny but THEY ARE NOT FUNNY as time passes by. In fact, they are so annoying...very annoying. And they are also one of the reasons why my head always aches. I hope one day...it will come to them...to their thick heads that they are just annoying people. And dont they tell me that they need to be informed of their absurd actions...because it will really tell that they are just insensitive people.

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