Now that I had changed the url of my blog, i pity those who has no idea that i changed it. anyway, the reason why i changed it? Well first and the only reason i have is that im bored with the way it looks, and the fact that my addiction to wolves roused again...and i should give my thanks to Moony who after all opened my heart again to these magnificent canines.
And my only only problem now is how to change the damn template of this blog? HOW?! Ive been searching for tutorials that might help me in doing so but i dont think these tutorials are helping me at all.
It makes me feel as if I'm so helpless...and talentless. It makes me feel that I have nothing to be proud of showing. What is there to show anyway? Who bothers with someone who only knows how to play softball and who is capable of solving mathematical problems? These are the only 2 things that I am proud of and it looks like it will turn into one. With all the things happening during clubtime, with me actually, its as if my love for softball is slowly diminishing. And I dont know why. Its not that often that you see someone who has considered softball as her life suddenly being not in the mood to play. I dont know why Im not doing my best.
I just hope my performance in softball will turn out positively. Hope I will be my normal self, the self i left behind nearly a year ago. The one who is determined in making a strike...
...I cant believe that this entry turned out to be something i really didnt expect. So much for softball. I think the one who made up the "varsity" teams is now regretting the decision she made in including me, especially after last week. Because I am. Im so pathetic. People must now think that I am so absurd, myself included. I am not leveled to theirs. Why must they make my softball life miserable? Why cant they just choose someone better than me. Someone who is more capable of being a pitcher. And why must I play so stupidly?!
And my only only problem now is how to change the damn template of this blog? HOW?! Ive been searching for tutorials that might help me in doing so but i dont think these tutorials are helping me at all.
It makes me feel as if I'm so helpless...and talentless. It makes me feel that I have nothing to be proud of showing. What is there to show anyway? Who bothers with someone who only knows how to play softball and who is capable of solving mathematical problems? These are the only 2 things that I am proud of and it looks like it will turn into one. With all the things happening during clubtime, with me actually, its as if my love for softball is slowly diminishing. And I dont know why. Its not that often that you see someone who has considered softball as her life suddenly being not in the mood to play. I dont know why Im not doing my best.
I just hope my performance in softball will turn out positively. Hope I will be my normal self, the self i left behind nearly a year ago. The one who is determined in making a strike...
...I cant believe that this entry turned out to be something i really didnt expect. So much for softball. I think the one who made up the "varsity" teams is now regretting the decision she made in including me, especially after last week. Because I am. Im so pathetic. People must now think that I am so absurd, myself included. I am not leveled to theirs. Why must they make my softball life miserable? Why cant they just choose someone better than me. Someone who is more capable of being a pitcher. And why must I play so stupidly?!
citius, altius, fortius!

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