The turn of events is really getting worse and worse. It seemed fate has something terrible against me. It never turned out the way I wanted it -- the way I needed it. I never needed an additional burden to my nearly full sack of problems. It's too much. But now, it's too late to turn back. I should have done something before to avoid these circumstances that are now facing me. I should have been more aware of the consequences of my actions. Not that I'm the one mainly responsible for it. It's just that part of these burdens are my own irrational decision. I shouldn't have pushed through with it. Why have I been so stupid thinking that I'll be able to live through it? Yes, I'll be able to live... barely, in fact. But think about the sensations I'll feel during those ordeals! Yes, ordeals.

I have been crossing my fingers and praying that we won't be among the chosen ones. But, yes indeed, fate is playing tricks with my life. Oh how I hated those uncomfortable minutes, those minutes have changed my life. Now, 2 ordeals I have to face in more or less a fortnight. Can I possibly handle the pressure? These pressures which are suffocating my whole mind.. my whole intellect? The first is bad enough and adding a second much worse won't be any help at all. But it was said that the second should be given the top most priority?! How? Damn it! How?! Tell me the damn reason how!

First the Quizbee. Then the Science Congress. Why us? Of all the groups that are liable to have been chosen.. Why us? damn it! It would be great if the experiment went perfectly well. But no. Fate has really something against me. She wants me to handle it the hard way! No large paths. No smooth and clean paths. She gave us something in exact opposite instead! Thorns, sharp, raggged stones that have been scattered along that path, I can't possibly take it! But I have to. Nothing is left of a choice. I have to stick with it, nothing more. But I extremely hate it. Who wouldnt? Would you?