im tolerating a rather annoying headache right now. it seemed the simple reason behind this is being in front of the computer for hours after softball practice and having little sleep last night. and to get things worse...i think im gonna have another case of stye...ka bwiset naman talaga... and just before the softball game, too. *groans*

and since ive mentioned it... were going to have a softball 'tournament' or whatever this coming wednesday and friday, 8am. of course, you're invited to come and watch if you want to. its going to be held at the rosario sports arena, pasig. dont expect anything great from me...im still having a hard time fielding groundballs then throwing it to bases. i dont know... but after all this time of playing softball, i cant still do what i just mentioned. i guess its just part of being tense. i cant do it properly especially during the game. and the fact that the pitcher's mound or the ground where i am located is similar to quicksand. okay, ive exaggerated a bit. but still, that worsens my already bad performance. and i dont know, not being properly coached for 2 days took its effect this morning. tabingi ako mag-pitch..and both of us[aj and i] cant reach the damn catcher. it kept on bouncing on homeplate... this tournament is quite too early for us... and since ive been coached on pitching most of the time...i guess i havent been trained properly at the different skills...bummer. and after seeing my teammates bat a while ago...ive been dreading in doing what i mentioned above. kung magbat sila eh, diretso sa pitcher. and most of them are groundballs...how nice. im just hoping that that will change. a game is quite different from drills, isnt it? and to add to the factors that worsens my performance...there is still my grip on the ball. i cant grip it properly because it got sand on it.. and plus the fact that im hastening things...nagmamadali ako...*raises one eyebrow*

hindi ko na kaya ang sakit ng ulo ko... oh, before ending this... ive found another great HP fanfic!!