citius, altius, fortius!

ako si corbin!

isang nilalang mula sa isang all-girls school. at ngayo'y pumapasok na sa unibersidad ng pilipinas bilang isang CHK freshie. mahilig magbasa ng mga libro lalong-lalo na ang mga sinulat nina michael connelly, james patterson, lualhati bautista at nicholas sparks. nangungulila sa paglalaro ng softball. mahal na mahal ang pag-aaral ng arnis. mahilig tumunganga, mag-isip, magmuni-muni. at mahilig sa mga outdoor activities at mga hayop lalo na ang aking bebe.

taggity tag!



desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
:)
[max ehrmann]


Saturday, May 14, 2005

oh damn it. today. today was softbelles' party at the adidas sports kamp. a while ago that is.. and i wasnt able to go. and the truth is...i wanted to go. but i can't. no transpo.. and the location's too far... how pathetic can one get?.. i cant go to a simple party because i didnt have any transportation... damn it... and i very much wanted to.. i dont care if i dont have anybody to talk to at the party... but i wanted to be there... im babbling like child... and now...

damn it. why can't life be simple, eh? it has to be complicated at every damn angle...

and i wasnt able to go...damn it...why are you so damn pathetic?! i cant get over the fact that i wasnt able to go... so i was right... yesterday was really the last day for softbelles...for me anyway...

*sigh* after softbelles i cant think of anything productive to do. i feel so...helpless? no that's not the right term... i feel so.. so.. damn it. i cant think of a proper adjective to describe how im feeling right now...

im sad i wasnt able to go...but... im happy...more than happy that i was part of softbelles.. ive said this before and i'll say it again... i dont regret joining softbelles...every damn minute under the sun was worth it...

and btw, do you know that my neck[behind part, kung ano man ang tawag dun] was sunburned only just yesterday?! well, i guess that's reasonable right? my neck was facing the stupid sun for at least 2 hours?! ha...now that's the part i didnt expect to be sunburned...sunburnt? just the same stupid word..

oh, did i mentioned that i hated not going to today's party?

posted by kcorbin at 10:42 PM

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

you did. it was like the only thing you ever mentioned, honestly.

sayang transpo lang ang dahilan ng di pagpunta. may nangyari sa sasakyan? relax kamkam. breath in... breath out. it's just a party! or baka naman hindi party ang mamimiss mo kundi mga tao talaga? uyy... friendly.

"i dont care if i dont have anybody to talk to at the party..." <--- *imagines kamkam talking to herself with an animal (a. werewolf? b. wolf? c. dog?) on the side* AHAHAHAHAHA!!!

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