citius, altius, fortius!

ako si corbin!

isang nilalang mula sa isang all-girls school. at ngayo'y pumapasok na sa unibersidad ng pilipinas bilang isang CHK freshie. mahilig magbasa ng mga libro lalong-lalo na ang mga sinulat nina michael connelly, james patterson, lualhati bautista at nicholas sparks. nangungulila sa paglalaro ng softball. mahal na mahal ang pag-aaral ng arnis. mahilig tumunganga, mag-isip, magmuni-muni. at mahilig sa mga outdoor activities at mga hayop lalo na ang aking bebe.

taggity tag!



desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
:)
[max ehrmann]


Saturday, June 04, 2005

How to make a Kamille
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
5 parts crazyiness
5 parts energy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity

I am totally bored. Im hating the stupid internet connection. I have no idea why of all a sudden the stupid connection's speed is 4.2?!?! God, i dont know what's happening anymore...
I just cant help but to bloody glare at the damn freaking sky once in a while... And they said there's a super typhoon coming...and guess what?! I havent seen a drop of rain since wednesday! Now tell me...am i just plain unlucky or is it simply a coincidence?!
School is approaching...in 9 more days i'll be there sitting and staring at the teacher while she recites the whole damn handbook... And im wondering if were going to have block section this year or what?!
Oddly enough, I miss softball...once again. Speaking of which...im wondering who will be our next club moderator...I heard ms.aj...doesnt want...well...Dati pa naman niya ayaw eh! Hopefully, someone more enthusiatic will be...assigned to us unfortunate group...
Nothing's happening...Everything's boring..I cant help but to contemplate on things... I still dont know what course to take... I dont know whether or not I'll take softball seriously... If there is a course on softball...ill definitely take it... and of course...what school/university to pick...
What i hate now...is not being able to commute alone. I dont know how to...well i think i know how...but im afraid of what jeep to take...what to say... Gusto ko pag kailangang umalis, makakaalis ako. Ang kailangan ko lang eh magpaalam...hindi yung mag woworry pa ko kung may transpo ko o hindi. Maybe this is a phase? I wanted to become independent, i guess. I dont want to rely on my parents forever, you know... Masyado silang OA. It's as if they dont trust what I'll do when Im alone with a friend or two. Or maybe...they dont trust the persons Im with? or...they dont trust the enviroment i'll be in? Of course, you'll say that im not being considerate with them... but i have to learn being independent in the near future. Why cant i start early? And why cant they understand that? Hindi ba nila naisip na kailangan din nila ako pakawalan? Ayokong nasa bahay lang ako. Gusto ko rin gawin ang mga bagay na gusto ko sa labas ng pader ng aking tahanan...[wushhuuu...lalim..]

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